On 5th May as usual I went to see my friend ( Actually to see mayur as he stays there just I dont know exactly where?).
So that day I told my friend about Mayur. I showed her his pic. And then she told me that she knows him & that he stays in front of her house only. And I was so heart broken yr. Like I roamed here & there like mad just to find where he stays exactly. And now I’m getting to know that he stays exactly in front of the place where I used to sit & do mastii all time. ( pehele pata hota toh us jaga se kabhi uthti hi nhi yr).
I was damn frustrated at that time. Like I was wandering here & there like an idiot & I got to know where he stays on the last day itself . Wow… Great work done Destiny.
Then I got to know even more things. My friend told me that he is damn famous among girls & my other schoolmate – Riya who also stays there was flirting with him yesterday ( like what? How you dare to do that? Itna bada dokha. Kk.. I know that’s over drama). And the thing which made me more furious was that – Mayur was also giving her attention & they were chit-chatting for about half an hour ( Mere sath toh just 10 mins baat karta he & uske sath half an hour. Waah….)
But this angry lasted for just some minutes only because the thought of not been able to see him again is 10000000000 times more painful than seeing him with someone else.
I didn’t wanted him to be my boyfriend , friend or anything else. I didn’t wanted him to talk to me. I just wanted to see him. I just wanted to see that damn smile. That’s all. Nothing else.
I was praying lik hell. I just wanted him to stay. But may be destiny had some other plans.
So May 6 was here. I woke up at 6 , got ready & went for morning walk. I was waiting for him to come. And he came at 7:30. After completing his exercise he signalled me to come at our point. And we were there for the last time may be.
I was trying to keep myself busy on my cell just to avoid looking at his face, just to avoid eye contact. But he took my cell & told me to listen to what he wants to say. Then he told me about how’s packing going all & other normal stuff. Then I asked him whether he is going to meet me or not? He said – yes at 8 o’ clock. And he did handshake & went away.
Today rather than blushing all the way home I was sad. My eyes were almost moist. My heart was shattered. In evening, I was going to meet him for the last time. I dont know how to express what I felt at that time? It was horrible.
I wanted to gift him something which would remind him of me always. I searched everywhere for something special. And finally I got that. It was a small guitar key chain. It was a perfect gift for a musician.
And as time was passing by, my heart beats were increasing. I was damn nervous . I dont know why? But I was.
So at 8 o’ clock me & my friend Tanvi were waiting for him near ground. He was 15 minutes late.
When he came he gave me that damn smile & my heart beats increased to a greater extent. And the first word he utter was ” I have to go. We will just take one round & then I’ll go. Everyone is waiting for me.” And I said kk. Then he punched me. And I told tanvi – See he is a boxer so he is showcasing his boxing skills on me. And yogaguru blushed.
Then we entered the ground & started walking & within 5 minutes the round came to an end also. I gave him his gift. And he liked it. Then I told tanvi that I’ll come in 5 minutes & Mayur & I started walking towards our point for the last time. And while going there he told me that I’m looking hot.And I was on cloud nine literally.
We reached at our point. And he put forth his hand for the last handshake. And after that he turned to leave when I stopped him & asked for a hug. He smiled & hugged me. I wanted to hug him tight. I didn’t wanted to let him go. I really wanted to hug yogaguru tightly & cry my heart out. But that was just a friendly hug like a side hug. I guess you know what I mean.
And he turned to go. And I said – I’ll text you when board’s result are out. And do tell me if u ever have a girlfriend again. And he smiled & said okay. And he went away.
I was watching him go. I was trying to control my tears. But tears found their way out. The love of my life was going & I was just watching him go & I was unable to stop him.
I prayed. I begged. But God didn’t listened to any of my prayers. Destiny played his game very well.
Then I went back to Tanvi. And she asked me how I met Mayur? And I narrated the whole story with each & every detail. And while doing so my heart was 💔. My eyes were moist. And I was trying my best to hide my emotions.
It’s been 2 years since he left. But still I love him as I used to back then . I miss him a lot.
He is still in my everything. While reading I miss him. While listening songs I miss him. My YouTube is full of his songs. My gallery is full of his photos. My heart is full of his memories.
I still avoid going near that ground , our point & the place where he used to stay. Because whenever I go there I miss him like hell. All those memories flashes in front of my eyes . And… And my heart again call out for him. But as usual it never gets his answer.
I’m still trying to get over his thoughts but everytime I fail very badly. I make up my mind to hate him but my heart ends up loving him again.
I didn’t realised when I started loving him to this extent.
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